Thoughts and emotions took over the day

January 6, 2013.

It’s the day again to watch the skyline high above the sky. Clouds are the friends who always help me to tell them, that this was sad. Horizons were clearly seen. I did not have to grieve for it, but it was, sad.

After about half a month of resting myself in where I could find the peace by seeing the people and nature that I used to see before, the voices of people whom I could not separate them from my abstract mind has bothered me throughout the journey.

Life is a journey, but it doesn’t meant to be alone. Standing in the middle of a street in a foreign town is not alone – when you believe it to be so or hold the people you love and care in your mind. Therewith, it makes you strives more in life, opposing the current of the challenges coming fiercefully onto you. That is the measurement – to see whether you endure the veiled outcome and hidden happiness.

Deciding to leave behind the habit, the numbness and get yourself ready for a totally new things to thrive in life, to figure out what to remain and what to change, to choose whether to mature or stay so – New Year’s resolution. There are basis, which you couldn’t just let go. For me, they are experience, memories and people, but not all people, just a few.

Alright, these few days, I’ve been into a lot of deep thinking and one of them touches about the changes in the society. The sun on this day and this year didn’t differ as in 100 years ago. Just, part of the world becomes hotter while some parts colder. The same goes to the society of the world. The mentality, the affection, the passion and the emotion – are the climate. Human – is the sun. Actually, there are too much of things that could be equated with this metaphor, but indeed they are not of such things which are uncomplicated. For examples, things are brought fast and disappeared within the next few blinks. Love is no longer about faith and loyalty. The emerging of self-centeredness accompanied by the presence of corrupted wrecked system of economy, which you couldn’t even determine whether it is helpful or not, has amended the humans. Things are getting more and more deceitful nowadays; and for sure it is something undeniable for most of thinking people. Even if we try to counter against them, their hide and seek games are sometimes large invisible fallacies. Most of them are found in the way of people seeking for bread and butter, but the extreme ones, are used by gold-breeding fish searchers.

Articles about social maturity and intelligence I’ve read lately. It is something else that interests me as I did a small research on it after my friend randomly talked about age and maturity on the phone. It is very interesting to know that there are 4 phases of the development of thinking ability of human since babyhood and how could we not parallelize it with the social maturity of a person. There are 5 stages in the process of maturing socially, which includes incorporative, impulsive, imperial, interpersonal and institutional. Everyone’s speed of becoming socially mature differs from each other and it seems to be more complicated if we see people with narcissistic personality disorder which act more like a tyrant or a dictator could be still within the imperial stage of social maturity. As simultaneously they might be people who are intelligent enough to conceive new ideas to execute other tasks such as in business and management.

And so it is, that’s quite a lot.

And so is the day.